A TIME FOR REFLECTION!

city lights,busy streets,

dazzling illuminations fascinates.

a beautiful sight before me

blinding in its magnificence.

yet i feel an emptiness within

a longing for something unseen.

i close my eyes for a moment

reflecting my life to the fullest.

the battles i've won,

and the ones i lost...

the choices i made,

and the paths i've walked..

sometimes i long for these moments

when i can see myself and dig my thoughts.

A time for reflection,for love and life.

for questions and answers,for past and future.

for realizing what i've become,and what i have to be.

and for believing there's still happiness within reach.

A REFLECTION IN THE MIRROR!

I looked at the mirror and saw a stranger!

A pale reflection of the girl I was once!

Was it sadness or fear I saw in her eyes?

Or maybe pain for the hurt she had done?

I close my eyes and search for her within me.

The girl with dreams and never-ending tale.

With strength that amazes and heart that gives.

A smile that reflects the sweetest of innocence.

A tinge of longing filled my sadden heart!

A tear for the girl that once filled my past!

A pain for every memory I thought would last!

A wish for a chance to make a brand new start!

I looked back at the mirror and finally found acceptance.

Accepting the knowledge that I cannot redeem my past.

And though the girl in the mirror is still a stranger in my eyes,

I will take a step and hold her hand.Accepting her with open arms.

A SONG FOR CHANTAL!

endless melodies of love flow through ,
songs of my heart that never became a sound.
whisper to me ,and let me hear
the sounds of love that fills your heart.

written songs of long ago,
like fairytales told from storybooks
childlike truths and happy songs
they are your songs,the songs for you.

when time passes i hope my songs stays
in the deepest corner of your heart
where i once belonged.
MY SONG FOR YOU,AND ONLY FOR YOU!!

REMINISCING......!

I gaze upon the sky...reminiscing.
was it just a moment ago when all my laughter echoed my heart's desires.
where did all the laughter go?or did i drive it away?

when did it start when every tomorrow became shadows?
just flickers of shared dreams and wonderful memories?
i wonder when my tomorrow became my yesterday?

i had everything...now all i have is an empty space.
if i could trace my past would i have tears for them?
or would i embrace every single thought with a smile?

i embraced myself as the beauty of nature engulfed me.
for just a moment i had peace....and i was happy.
no turning back..or moving forward...i stood still.

THIS IS ME!!

Started a blog to find a place where i can be ME!!A place where i can voice out my thoughts and where i can exchange thoughts with people who i share the same interests with.

Kinda nervous and frightened of this NEW WORLD!!but i am real excited and hopefully i can meet lots of new friends,here.

I love to write and i guess i will be posting some of my works.I am into Harry Potter and Twilight ,too.and i'm excited to find friends who love them,too.^-^