REMINISCING......!

I gaze upon the sky...reminiscing.
was it just a moment ago when all my laughter echoed my heart's desires.
where did all the laughter go?or did i drive it away?

when did it start when every tomorrow became shadows?
just flickers of shared dreams and wonderful memories?
i wonder when my tomorrow became my yesterday?

i had everything...now all i have is an empty space.
if i could trace my past would i have tears for them?
or would i embrace every single thought with a smile?

i embraced myself as the beauty of nature engulfed me.
for just a moment i had peace....and i was happy.
no turning back..or moving forward...i stood still.